As a little girl you are lied to your whole life. Now as a teenager you see everything is nothing like the movies like the songs like the pictures. This is why we are all unable to trust. The movies were nice and fun but full of false hope and dreams. The songs set this amazing mood and the artist sang the most amazing lyrics, but as well they were full of lies. The pictures of the old people sitting there with smiles gave you hope but once your heart brakes it is like you will never make it there, the pictures of teenagers on the beach being held in the air are nothing other then photo-shoots and fake love. The one thing that rings true in them all is that you can fall inlove with an image and a sound but it will be meaning less and most of the time heart braking.
I have come to the very moment that is telling me there is something more to life and it is time to let you go. We had a great time but we had our fights and they over powered what was happy. I can’t believe I am the one letting go but I feel like I am holding you back and keeping you from doing what is really ment to be done in both our lives. Tomorrow I will cry in your arms and you will not know why but will latter see.i have given it all that I can and the best that I could but it is exhausting and taking the energy I need to move forwarded with my life. You make me happy but I feel left out and lost, with no where to go and nothing to do to keep me normal, I feel like the beat thing todo is to take the memories and give them away. With every moment we spent together gives me another life great learning moment it was always something new and full of wonder. To let go is the hardest part but is the best thing for the both of us. why keep crying when we could cry then move to a new day with new people?
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